fate's runaway slave
i am who i am
i have very grand dreams that i will chase until i am dead. i will be a famous musician or actor. at the very least, i will make an album i can be proud to call mine. unfortunately, society does not favor creatives as much as other fields so my goal of "making it big" is stemmed in personal, cathartic want but also financial want. it makes me sick thinking about creating art with the goal of money in mind but until i have the financial freedom to fully pour my soul into an art, i will have a side goal of making money off of my art. not to say that you can't make pure art unless you are financially free, but the less stressors for me the better.
i usually write when i feel strong emotions about something, whether that be good or bad. with that being said, a main goal of this blog is to display some of the inner workings of my thoughts outside the privacy of my notes app. i also just want to sharpen my pen by writing more which will help me eliminate the tangents i frequently go on and assist in songwriting later down the line. i hope whoever comes across this page enjoys the personal tour of my mind!